Caught 'Accuracy of Death' together with zhihuai and yongchia..
Very long time since the three of us went out together..
The show was alright actually I felt.. abit blur here and there but at the end of it can still understand the love story behind it..
The soundtrack for this movie is damn nice..
It's sang by 小西真奈美 (Manami Konishi), titled “Sunny Day”
Watch the music video below.. Enjoy! =)
Bored,
-HuaZai-
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
It's Over...
Well.. Had a great time at the EJ288 retreat just immersing in the love of the Lord
Knowing that He is the only One who can satisfy, throwing every burden and iniquities, to be empty and broken before Him..
Came back.. Talked with her.. I guess.. It will be this way now..
Nothing much I can do.. Nothing much I will do either..
I guess everything is in God's hands..
His ways are always "Lose to Gain, Die to Live". Chim huh??
Well, He's God. =)
1 Corinthians 13:1-13
And now I will show you the most excellent way.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all msyteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection both as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remains: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
Secured in His Love,
-HuaZai-
Knowing that He is the only One who can satisfy, throwing every burden and iniquities, to be empty and broken before Him..
Came back.. Talked with her.. I guess.. It will be this way now..
Nothing much I can do.. Nothing much I will do either..
I guess everything is in God's hands..
His ways are always "Lose to Gain, Die to Live". Chim huh??
Well, He's God. =)
1 Corinthians 13:1-13
And now I will show you the most excellent way.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all msyteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection both as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remains: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
Secured in His Love,
-HuaZai-
Friday, May 9, 2008
Happy Birthday To Me..
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to meeeeeee...
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeee!
Haha.. well as u can guess... I just crossed over from 21 to 22..
Old uncle le.. hahax..
I should say that I had quite an interesting celebration by my aljunied gang just now..
So interesting that I end up eating ink choc huh.. *wink to that somebody*
HAHAHAx.. lucky i only bit the corner.. hahax..
God always protects! hahahax.. =P
Anyway I heartz the pressies.. hahx.. THX GUYS! Appreciate alot..
Went supper with shinuan and wanlin... suppose to be happy...
But I don't why.. i just can't be happy.. hahx.. Maybe I think too much? Or something is really wrong but I can't do anything about it? I feel helpless..
Well many people will think that I should be really happy to have celebrated..
But.. well.. I'm far from happy.. in fact I'm abit emo actually.. ahahx
Something's just not right... Why this has to happen...
How I wish all these didn't happen.. and both of us are back to where we were...
Friends... normal.. nobody reveals anything... and nobody does anything special..
Where we can be so comfortable to share anything and everything..
Just normally.. like how a friend will treat another... no misunderstandings.. no sudden change in attitude.. and everything can be so fluid.. so transparent...
But.. I think in the near future.. none of this is going to happen..
Because for me.. I don't really know how to approach the problem.. neither do I want to do anything that will make things worse..
But also.. I know that leaving things status quo is not the right thing to do either..
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? Only God knows I suppose...
*Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation*
*Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion*
How true can these quotes be? well.. take some time to think friends..
Helpless,
-Hua Zai-
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to meeeeeee...
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeee!
Haha.. well as u can guess... I just crossed over from 21 to 22..
Old uncle le.. hahax..
I should say that I had quite an interesting celebration by my aljunied gang just now..
So interesting that I end up eating ink choc huh.. *wink to that somebody*
HAHAHAx.. lucky i only bit the corner.. hahax..
God always protects! hahahax.. =P
Anyway I heartz the pressies.. hahx.. THX GUYS! Appreciate alot..
Went supper with shinuan and wanlin... suppose to be happy...
But I don't why.. i just can't be happy.. hahx.. Maybe I think too much? Or something is really wrong but I can't do anything about it? I feel helpless..
Well many people will think that I should be really happy to have celebrated..
But.. well.. I'm far from happy.. in fact I'm abit emo actually.. ahahx
Something's just not right... Why this has to happen...
How I wish all these didn't happen.. and both of us are back to where we were...
Friends... normal.. nobody reveals anything... and nobody does anything special..
Where we can be so comfortable to share anything and everything..
Just normally.. like how a friend will treat another... no misunderstandings.. no sudden change in attitude.. and everything can be so fluid.. so transparent...
But.. I think in the near future.. none of this is going to happen..
Because for me.. I don't really know how to approach the problem.. neither do I want to do anything that will make things worse..
But also.. I know that leaving things status quo is not the right thing to do either..
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? Only God knows I suppose...
*Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation*
*Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion*
How true can these quotes be? well.. take some time to think friends..
Helpless,
-Hua Zai-
Saturday, January 19, 2008
WEEKENDS!!
IT'S WEEKENDS AGAIN!! =D
Better make full use of the time now to enjoy the weekends...
Soon all that schoolwork will start flying in.. before you know it, you're drowned..
This week was quite an eventful week...
2 nights of supper made me realised that walking to usual supper place isn't all that near after all.. ahhax..
Almost went crazy walking for minced-meat noodle on the 1st night of supper...
But it was a good time of just relaxing and enjoying the night sky, chatting and laughing all the way..
On wed, like all kiasu Singaporean, we CHIONGED to the entrance of SCE office to queue for the welcome day gifts and food..
Got great stuff manz! Pencil, Pen, folders, file, etc.. PIZZA! DONUT!
All my favourite! The donut was fantastic! All that cream and chocolate..
Smeared all over my lips.. the bacon on the pizzaaaa.... YUMMY!
*simply irresistible*
Anyway, this week was the start to my tutorials..
Ultra thankful that I got a Singaporean math tutor..
Though I'm abit sianz that my logic design tutor is a foreigner.. but still can understand what he is talking about.. so still not so bad.. hahahx..
I'm damn country-ist! if there's such a word... hahahaax *grinz*
Totally not looking forward to next week! start of lab! OMG!=(
Tears fill my eyes too often
Tears fill my eyes too often
My heart it is often broken
When I see you, you make my day
You are so beautiful, in so many ways
I have to live like a fool
For my dreams can't come true
I love you with everything I have to give
You are the reason I live
I have to face the truth
I know I'll never be with you
That is such a tragic tale
Of the girl whose heart has failed
But somehow deep inside I know its right
Though I can't live like this at night
I cannot live without you
I live a lie, but this love is true
missing you,
-HuaZai-
Better make full use of the time now to enjoy the weekends...
Soon all that schoolwork will start flying in.. before you know it, you're drowned..
This week was quite an eventful week...
2 nights of supper made me realised that walking to usual supper place isn't all that near after all.. ahhax..
Almost went crazy walking for minced-meat noodle on the 1st night of supper...
But it was a good time of just relaxing and enjoying the night sky, chatting and laughing all the way..
On wed, like all kiasu Singaporean, we CHIONGED to the entrance of SCE office to queue for the welcome day gifts and food..
Got great stuff manz! Pencil, Pen, folders, file, etc.. PIZZA! DONUT!
All my favourite! The donut was fantastic! All that cream and chocolate..
Smeared all over my lips.. the bacon on the pizzaaaa.... YUMMY!
*simply irresistible*
Anyway, this week was the start to my tutorials..
Ultra thankful that I got a Singaporean math tutor..
Though I'm abit sianz that my logic design tutor is a foreigner.. but still can understand what he is talking about.. so still not so bad.. hahahx..
I'm damn country-ist! if there's such a word... hahahaax *grinz*
Totally not looking forward to next week! start of lab! OMG!=(
Tears fill my eyes too often
Tears fill my eyes too often
My heart it is often broken
When I see you, you make my day
You are so beautiful, in so many ways
I have to live like a fool
For my dreams can't come true
I love you with everything I have to give
You are the reason I live
I have to face the truth
I know I'll never be with you
That is such a tragic tale
Of the girl whose heart has failed
But somehow deep inside I know its right
Though I can't live like this at night
I cannot live without you
I live a lie, but this love is true
missing you,
-HuaZai-
Sunday, January 6, 2008
1st Post For 2008...
First up.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! =D
Well.. just came back from a time of crap and laughter at ben & jerry's with Fuhua and our whole bunch of crap gang..
Laughed our arses off at the game we played before heading into the theatre to catch the stupidest show I have ever watched in my entire life..
Totally didn't understand what the movie was about..
Anyway.. just a thought after accidentally hearing certain things that were discussed..
The so called 'brothers' that I have.. Are they really helping me or just another gang that I hang out with?
Why do i have to hear them laughing at me about my dressing behind my back?
Why do they have to keep criticising when they have no intention whatsoever in helping me?
Well.. I guess this phrase is really true.. =(
"THE ONES YOU LOVE MOST IS OFTEN THE ONES WHO HURT YOU MOST"
Totally shagged,
-HuaZai-
Well.. just came back from a time of crap and laughter at ben & jerry's with Fuhua and our whole bunch of crap gang..
Laughed our arses off at the game we played before heading into the theatre to catch the stupidest show I have ever watched in my entire life..
Totally didn't understand what the movie was about..
Anyway.. just a thought after accidentally hearing certain things that were discussed..
The so called 'brothers' that I have.. Are they really helping me or just another gang that I hang out with?
Why do i have to hear them laughing at me about my dressing behind my back?
Why do they have to keep criticising when they have no intention whatsoever in helping me?
Well.. I guess this phrase is really true.. =(
"THE ONES YOU LOVE MOST IS OFTEN THE ONES WHO HURT YOU MOST"
Totally shagged,
-HuaZai-
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Well Done, Hall 13 Carrom!
Wooohooo!!! Silver for team 'Hall 13' carrom!
I must really say that our carrom team did our best at the carrom games held over these 3 days(17-19 Dec)
Though there were ups and downs, but we managed to hold through and played a close game with the mighty hall 3..
The 1st day was a great start!
We won almost every game and beat every other hall we met who underestimated us..
We started the day with the mentality that just try and win.. We ended the day with hopes of entering semis and even finals..
2nd day was the crucial games.. everyone swopped their players after gathering info about our hall.. Almost every game was a difficult game..
It was the 1st time all of us came out of every game feeling all sweaty and stressed..
We almost couldn't get into the semis because of a super close game with hall 14..
But luckily, we managed to hold them to a draw for the double games and win 3-2..
Close to the maxiest max.. hahax..
At the end of the day, everybody was just so relieved that we scraped through to the semis and just wanted to go back and rest for the big day..
TODAY!
Great semis with the hall niners..
Some interesting actions were seen in the games..
Probably they were too anxious to get into the finals..
Too much stress, too much focus on the medal & too little focus on the game at hand..
My men's singles was uber interesting..
How many times do you actually get to see people banging their head on the carrom board just because they couldn't get the desired seed into the hole?
How many times do you get to see someone super-ultra-uber stressed because he lost the 1st game and wanted so much to win the 2nd?
How many times do you get to see a MAN almost bursting into tears because he thought he was going to lose when there was still chance?
Well.... I SAW ALL THAT ACTION IN JUST ONE GAME!! =D
Ok la.. I'm not boasting.. seriously.. but it was funny.. and I didn't dare console him lest he blast me since I was winning..
Anyway, in the end, we ended up in the finals with hall 3..
I was up against the same guy and we both wanted to have a fun game..
We were both tie at 1-1.. and I was winning the final match..
And this was a great time for me to make a damn dumb mistake of giving him the 2 final seater seeds..
And at the end of the whole competition, I realised my game was the decisive game.. If I were to win.. my team would be holding the GOLD now...
I'M SORRY TEAM! So Sad-ed manz...
But nonetheless, I must say that this whole carrom team bonded super well since the 3 training days and these 3 days of competition..
All the crapz.. all the morale-boosting crapz.. all the morning breakfast.. the lame doubles that we all played together..
I'm so gonna miss those trainings and crapz sessions..
Well... finally, after 3 days of intensive carrom.. *not to mention the huge amount of time waiting*
We went for a feast at fish & Co.
But Wu Jie and Geraldine were not able to join us! so sad...
NVM! We ate on their behalf! HAHA!
Ultimately, the silver or gold is not the thing that really matter..
It's the friendship and fun that we all shared during these short few days..
I must really say that I enjoyed my time with them..
If given another chance.. I would want to play alongside them again! And this time.. WE WILL BEAT THE HELL OUT OF HALL 3!! RIGHT GUYS?! hahaha.. =D
I don't think it's that difficult la.. anyway our dear president Zequan should be considering us for hall next yr? hahahx..
Totally shagged now from all the carrom...
Can't wait for the next time when I will see them again for carrom..
Train for next year soon? hahahahax..
Carromified,
-HuaZai-
I must really say that our carrom team did our best at the carrom games held over these 3 days(17-19 Dec)
Though there were ups and downs, but we managed to hold through and played a close game with the mighty hall 3..
The 1st day was a great start!
We won almost every game and beat every other hall we met who underestimated us..
We started the day with the mentality that just try and win.. We ended the day with hopes of entering semis and even finals..
2nd day was the crucial games.. everyone swopped their players after gathering info about our hall.. Almost every game was a difficult game..
It was the 1st time all of us came out of every game feeling all sweaty and stressed..
We almost couldn't get into the semis because of a super close game with hall 14..
But luckily, we managed to hold them to a draw for the double games and win 3-2..
Close to the maxiest max.. hahax..
At the end of the day, everybody was just so relieved that we scraped through to the semis and just wanted to go back and rest for the big day..
TODAY!
Great semis with the hall niners..
Some interesting actions were seen in the games..
Probably they were too anxious to get into the finals..
Too much stress, too much focus on the medal & too little focus on the game at hand..
My men's singles was uber interesting..
How many times do you actually get to see people banging their head on the carrom board just because they couldn't get the desired seed into the hole?
How many times do you get to see someone super-ultra-uber stressed because he lost the 1st game and wanted so much to win the 2nd?
How many times do you get to see a MAN almost bursting into tears because he thought he was going to lose when there was still chance?
Well.... I SAW ALL THAT ACTION IN JUST ONE GAME!! =D
Ok la.. I'm not boasting.. seriously.. but it was funny.. and I didn't dare console him lest he blast me since I was winning..
Anyway, in the end, we ended up in the finals with hall 3..
I was up against the same guy and we both wanted to have a fun game..
We were both tie at 1-1.. and I was winning the final match..
And this was a great time for me to make a damn dumb mistake of giving him the 2 final seater seeds..
And at the end of the whole competition, I realised my game was the decisive game.. If I were to win.. my team would be holding the GOLD now...
I'M SORRY TEAM! So Sad-ed manz...
But nonetheless, I must say that this whole carrom team bonded super well since the 3 training days and these 3 days of competition..
All the crapz.. all the morale-boosting crapz.. all the morning breakfast.. the lame doubles that we all played together..
I'm so gonna miss those trainings and crapz sessions..
Well... finally, after 3 days of intensive carrom.. *not to mention the huge amount of time waiting*
We went for a feast at fish & Co.
But Wu Jie and Geraldine were not able to join us! so sad...
NVM! We ate on their behalf! HAHA!
Ultimately, the silver or gold is not the thing that really matter..
It's the friendship and fun that we all shared during these short few days..
I must really say that I enjoyed my time with them..
If given another chance.. I would want to play alongside them again! And this time.. WE WILL BEAT THE HELL OUT OF HALL 3!! RIGHT GUYS?! hahaha.. =D
I don't think it's that difficult la.. anyway our dear president Zequan should be considering us for hall next yr? hahahx..
Totally shagged now from all the carrom...
Can't wait for the next time when I will see them again for carrom..
Train for next year soon? hahahahax..
Carromified,
-HuaZai-
Monday, December 17, 2007
SHIOKY!
So damn happy!!!
Today was a great start for our inter-hall carrom..
WE ARE TOP 2 WITH HALL 3!! =D
Now I'm just looking forward to another great day tommorrow.. But...
The problem is first up is against the mighty hall 3!!! hahax.. but no worries la.. With the high morale that my whole carrom team has.. I'm sure we will do just fine tommorrow!
Anyway.. staying alone at night in hall is a damn sianz thing.. and my stupid senior and sarah don't want to fulfill my request by coming back to hall and play mahjong with me tonite..
I'm SAD!!! hahahax...
OK! Got to run and bathe and then sleep!
*Today's a damnnnnn shag day*
Shiokalicious,
-huazai-
Today was a great start for our inter-hall carrom..
WE ARE TOP 2 WITH HALL 3!! =D
Now I'm just looking forward to another great day tommorrow.. But...
The problem is first up is against the mighty hall 3!!! hahax.. but no worries la.. With the high morale that my whole carrom team has.. I'm sure we will do just fine tommorrow!
Anyway.. staying alone at night in hall is a damn sianz thing.. and my stupid senior and sarah don't want to fulfill my request by coming back to hall and play mahjong with me tonite..
I'm SAD!!! hahahax...
OK! Got to run and bathe and then sleep!
*Today's a damnnnnn shag day*
Shiokalicious,
-huazai-
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