Accuracy Of Death

Caught 'Accuracy of Death' together with zhihuai and yongchia..
Very long time since the three of us went out together..
The show was alright actually I felt.. abit blur here and there but at the end of it can still understand the love story behind it..
The soundtrack for this movie is damn nice..
It's sang by 小西真奈美 (Manami Konishi), titled “Sunny Day”
Watch the music video below.. Enjoy! =)



Bored,
-HuaZai-

It's Over...

Well.. Had a great time at the EJ288 retreat just immersing in the love of the Lord
Knowing that He is the only One who can satisfy, throwing every burden and iniquities, to be empty and broken before Him..

Came back.. Talked with her.. I guess.. It will be this way now..
Nothing much I can do.. Nothing much I will do either..
I guess everything is in God's hands..
His ways are always "Lose to Gain, Die to Live". Chim huh??
Well, He's God. =)


1 Corinthians 13:1-13
And now I will show you the most excellent way.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all msyteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection both as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remains: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.

Secured in His Love,
-HuaZai-

Happy Birthday To Me..

Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to meeeeeee...
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeee!

Haha.. well as u can guess... I just crossed over from 21 to 22..
Old uncle le.. hahax..

I should say that I had quite an interesting celebration by my aljunied gang just now..
So interesting that I end up eating ink choc huh.. *wink to that somebody*
HAHAHAx.. lucky i only bit the corner.. hahax..
God always protects! hahahax.. =P
Anyway I heartz the pressies.. hahx.. THX GUYS! Appreciate alot..
Went supper with shinuan and wanlin... suppose to be happy...
But I don't why.. i just can't be happy.. hahx.. Maybe I think too much? Or something is really wrong but I can't do anything about it? I feel helpless..

Well many people will think that I should be really happy to have celebrated..
But.. well.. I'm far from happy.. in fact I'm abit emo actually.. ahahx
Something's just not right... Why this has to happen...
How I wish all these didn't happen.. and both of us are back to where we were...
Friends... normal.. nobody reveals anything... and nobody does anything special..
Where we can be so comfortable to share anything and everything..
Just normally.. like how a friend will treat another... no misunderstandings.. no sudden change in attitude.. and everything can be so fluid.. so transparent...

But.. I think in the near future.. none of this is going to happen..
Because for me.. I don't really know how to approach the problem.. neither do I want to do anything that will make things worse..
But also.. I know that leaving things status quo is not the right thing to do either..

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? Only God knows I suppose...
*Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation*
*Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion*

How true can these quotes be? well.. take some time to think friends..

Helpless,
-Hua Zai-